Found this in my diary and it makes me hate you again

I remember:

• certain songs I couldn't listen to because they reminded me of you.
• looking for your car in my parking lot and it was never there.
• not eating because you weren't there to eat with
• not sleeping
• reaching out for you in the morning and finding an empty space
• drinking my way through the nights
• calling all my friends and leaving voicemail messages that have long since been forgotten.

OMG - It's been a while!

Okay so - new job, new boyfriend, new house, new hair colour, new tattoo - same crazy self with small gray dwarf hamster named Vladimir (he's Russian).

So DUDE! I'm back and I'm starting to get things in gear for the summer. I can't wait!

Aye Caramba!

Hola Mi Amigos,

I'm back from Spain and thank GOD!! As much as I loved the sandy beaches and gorgeous sunshine, I just could not stomach the food. It might have just been then area (Salou and very touristy) but I so wanted to enjoy amazing quantities of seafood. Alas, after seeing a pallela for the second go, I decided it was in my best interest to stick to the hamburger and chips opition. I will say, the food was the only downer of my holiday. It was supposed to rain the entire time but instead we enjoyed lush blue skies and glorious hot weather. I have a tan to prove it!

Rooney, I love you and I can't believe it's been this long

Did anyone else realise that the lead singer of Rooney was in Princess Diaries? To think, that scummy bad acting scumbag known as Anne Hathaway (if that's her real name) got to kiss such beautifully singing lips. I'm not crazy here. It's a fact


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qoL-9jGaZc

back in gear

I've only got 3 more weeks until my dublin trip and i'm getting so excited. Recently, I'll I've needed is a vacation, not just a day off, but a getaway. I've got all kinds of stuff planned, the guinness factory tour, temple bar slosh up and shopping to my hearts content. hope it's warm!

one small step for extralime

So I had a call back today from an agency. They want to meet with me wednesday morning. I'm incredibly calm right now. I'm not going to take this as a good thing or a bad thing. She said it was extremely rare for the companies they work with to take on work permit holders but she'll definately try for me.

I'll keep you posted

I'm having a bad wear day

For some reason, my outfit looked awesome the other day when I tried it on, but today it looks totally frumpy! I so didn't get fat in three days so what happened? I'm convinced that although on one day your outfit can look amazing, other days, it looks deflated and not trendy. Just like your hair, you can have a bad fit day... or as I like to say, bad wear day. This never used to be the case when I had forever 21 down the road. I feel like I'm so out of touch with fashion these days. Only because I can't afford it I'm sure. I went way over my mark for February so this month I'm trying to rein things in. Don't worry Danielle, your trip over here will not suffer... you are in my budget ;)

The job searching is still going slow. I'm not sure if I'd like to keep it that way or not. MTV hasn't called back but when I called them today they seemed a little optimistic. I have a feeling they looked at the old resume I sent in rather than the new one. In this case, I'm sure I won't get a call back since it has all my old information on it - meaning no experience what-so-ever. I will not be discouraged though. I will stay on my little white horse and move on. It will at least give me more time to write.