Found this in my diary and it makes me hate you again

I remember:

• certain songs I couldn't listen to because they reminded me of you.
• looking for your car in my parking lot and it was never there.
• not eating because you weren't there to eat with
• not sleeping
• reaching out for you in the morning and finding an empty space
• drinking my way through the nights
• calling all my friends and leaving voicemail messages that have long since been forgotten.

OMG - It's been a while!

Okay so - new job, new boyfriend, new house, new hair colour, new tattoo - same crazy self with small gray dwarf hamster named Vladimir (he's Russian).

So DUDE! I'm back and I'm starting to get things in gear for the summer. I can't wait!