Found this in my diary and it makes me hate you again

I remember:

• certain songs I couldn't listen to because they reminded me of you.
• looking for your car in my parking lot and it was never there.
• not eating because you weren't there to eat with
• not sleeping
• reaching out for you in the morning and finding an empty space
• drinking my way through the nights
• calling all my friends and leaving voicemail messages that have long since been forgotten.